I dedicate this in the Fondest and Most Loving Memory of my Mama *{JANINA)* My Mum. Who's Beauty & Soul & Tenderness ,still embraces me with Crimson and Gold.
I suddenly remembered yesterday ,when I was a little girl,how you used to Plait my long hair into 2 perfect braids and tie each one at the end, with a beautiful ribbon...and you would sing one of your favourite songs;SCARLET RIBBONS..and you were crying once .." Mama,why are you crying ? i asked " & you answered "Milcia,..all Women Cry" ...so then,I would Cry-and then you would tickle me under my arms till i couldn't bear it any longer ,and then i would tickle you back..WE WERE BOTH SO TICKLISH !!and then we would both CRY with laughter....and then you would say..your MOST famous WISE Saying..."We must NOT laugh TOO much ,OR it will all end up in TEARS...ahahaahaa!! & you were always RIGHT.Thank you for still being my Mama..Please NEVER ever let go of me..I STILL need you now, just as much as i did when i was that little girl..I NEVER really grew up MAMA,...YOU TOLD ME THAT AS WELL when i was already well into my 30's..But, YOU didn't either ..did you,and that was why YOU were so MAGICAL...So it's all your fault that i STILL believe in faries at the bottom of the garden and CRY when my snowman/woman melts..and when a feather escapes my pillow..that iT was part of an angels wing....not that i needed a new pillow cos it's got a hole in it...NO..Your Guardian Angel planted it there in the middle of the night..YOU TOLD ME THAT ! and I BELIEVED YOU......& I still do.!
Thank you Mama for everything. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,aS SOON as I meet you again in that other world that you now live in...I WANT YOU TO COOK ME ,KAPUSTA Z'JABLKAMI..AND PIEROGI AND GOLOMBKI..NO-ONE EVER CAN, OR COULD, MAKE THEM LIKE YOU DID.!!...you WERE SIMPLY THE BEST COOK IN THE UNIVERSE...i DON'T KNOW HOW YOU DID EVERY THING YOU DID WITH 5 CHILDREN AND HARDLY ANY MONEY....YOU CREATED MIRACLES every DAY...& you still do.
One verse-of Mama's favourite Christmas Carol {it's my favourite as well..it always makes me cry...WELL it's bound too isn't it...little baby jesus cries in it as well.....it's a obviously a POLISH thing.
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Lulajz'e Jezuniu- Moja Perelko,
lulaj ulubione -me pieszcidelko
Lulaj'ze Jezuniu ,Lulaj ze Lulaj;
a ty go MATULU W pLACZU utulaj.
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Twoja kochana co'rka....Milcia Janina..X.
"MAMA..KOCHAM CIE, NA WIEKI WIEKOW" ...AMEN +
2 commenti:
what beautiful memories u have of your Mum...
Very moving Mrs K....XOXO
Grazie Maggie....for your kind and thoughtful comment...(It means a lot to me} I DO HAVE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF MY 'MAMA' 'MUM'......SHE WAS (is) A BEAUTIFUL PERSON......SHE was a Gemini...aahaahahhahahhaha.......x
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